As I sit here listening to the songs we used to sing, I start to miss you. I start to miss how we were. How we used to spend every breaktime together, eating berry knots and singing to any song we could think of. I miss how are voices would blend and amaze the listeners around us, especially our adviser, Mr. Adriane Guevarra. I miss how we would fool around and dance in class, full of confidence, not feeling ashamed because we had eachother. I miss how we could talk about everything and turn to eachother for advice and comfort. I miss how we would pray and lead prayers after classes, always praying that our friendship would never break and no matter what trials would come our way we would have eachother and God will always be in the center of our friendship. I miss every moment we had in the past and will be glad if ever we could relive those moments again. Though we may be far apart and have made different friends, a certain part of me longs for you as I reminisce the past. You have been the best best friends I had ever had and still would have, hopefully. I really hope nothing has changed and that you still feel that longing as I feel. Maybe it's my mistake that I haven't been keeping in touch for a long time, but I hope you'll understand. Hope no one has given up, because I haven't. Although I had made all efforts in the past to keep in touch when you went away for summer, I will make efforts now. Sometimes I feel sad because I had to make all the efforts. I admit, there were some times I felt that I should give up and leave you guys be. But I love you, and I will never do that. We all have our separate lives, and you not contacting me during your vacation means that you are just spending your time in your individual lives. Even though things might have changed and you may not consider me as your best friend anymore, I want to tell you how special you are to me and how you've changed my high school experience for me. You will always have a special place in my heart. Hopefully, we wouldn't reach the point where we would have denounced our friendship. I miss you. I miss every moment. I just hope you feel the same way.
See you soon.
-NoRoAz 2008-
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